She dont even text or call me back, but you’re gonna fight for me huh? Maaan it sounds so nice and makes everyone think you got a big heart when u tell em that huh? But when it comes to reality thats when it gets interesting. How many times i gotta see someones true colors till i believe it.

Im in love with being in love smdh this my last post on this blog i think

Fuiste la unica cosa que me pudo ayudar en este mundo, ay dios como te voy a extrañar blanca, por favor regresa un dia por mi si todavia estoy vivo.

I was 14 when I realized I needed you. Whenever I witnessed two hands holding passionately I would literally melt inside, full of jealousy and tears. I had a loving family, but it wasn’t enough for me. I needed you. My soul mate. The other half that will complete me. I knew you would be special. Someone who would fill the void inside me. No one could fill it but you.

And as the years went by I remember wishing to meet you, bump into you. I wished that I could just take a peek at the unseen and find out what you were doing at that specific moment. If you were thinking of your soul mate; me. I have spent many lonely days and nights without you, growing on my own, exploring the world through eyes that wish to see you. I remember days when I would hit rock bottom because I missed you, even though I have never met you. But I believe we have met, before we came to earth; this is how strong my feelings are for you.

I’ve loved you before I even met you. I know I will love you when I see you and get to know you. I know I will sacrifice my life for you. I would be happy to take a bullet for you, just so you can live on, because I know I would die without you.

My soul mate, I don’t know how I have survived all these years without you, but I have, successfully. I wonder tho, how I ever did get along without you, your love, your care, your voice, the gentle loving way you will look at me.

And there’s only one thing I want from you… I don’t want the riches of the world, I don’t want you to go to the moon to prove your love to me, nor do I want you to swim to the bottom of the ocean to get me the most precious pearl.

No. All I want is your love. All I want is to feel it, even if we sit across the room from each other. I want to be showered with emotional love. I want to feel that you genuinely can’t live without me, that you adore me, honor me, love me. I want you to be my best friend, someone I can talk to, laugh with, run in the halls telling each other inside joked, screaming with laughter.

I want to have a special connection with you, for us to be much more than boyfriend and girlfriend; friends, family, soul mates, twin souls. It’s that simple for me, to have that special love with you. To feel that I’m one of the most important people in your life. To feel that you can’t breathe without me, like I can’t breathe without you. To be sleeping in the middle of the night and feel you hold me because you love me. To be watching TV or reading a book and to have you cuddle up to me. To be walking in the street and have you hold my hand with love and devotion in your eyes.

I can love you, more than anyone loves you, or has loved you, or will love you, and also, I can love you in a way that no one loves you, or has loved you, I can love you in a way that I love no one else, and never have loved anyone else, and never will love anyone else.
now try and tell me what they know about my love.

I’ve traveled the world looking for you. & in the process of these almost 22 years, I’ve developed, personally, morally and spiritually so I can be better for you. And to be completely honest. i wish i could say i would would wait another 22 yrs to see u if i had to, but we all know its day by day these days.
the thought of anyone laying a finger on you ercks my soul. When theyre touching they dont understand what they’re really holding. They dont care about kissing you perfectly ugh but n e ways

I swear to god our love is wider then the ocean. our love is stronger than the world trade center. our love is longer than the road that leads Minnesota
to mexico.

Or at least it was.

Ps i will always fucking miss u jerk :\


البعض يقول ان انتظار احدهم مؤلم، والبعض الاخر يقول ان نسيان احدهم مؤلم. ولكنني اقول ان اسوأ الم هو حين لا تعرف ما اذا كان عليك النسيان ام الانتظار

Some says its painful to wait for someone. Some says its painful to forget someone but I say the worst pain comes when you don’t know whether to wait or to forget.